kinda tired:( jus wish i wouldnt tink sho much.
i begin tu doubt myself bout it.
mayb things would b better that way?
Stop being sho F-ing S.
will do more harm than good lorhs!


affair n wifey thanks thanks fer e encouragement:D
miss it all of a sudden:(
regret fer letting go fer e moment.:(
e joy e fun e laughter e tears e hard work e desire..
gort tu win your own battle firs!

 Check tis out:D 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KfH2BY5pdLw

two weeks tu exams,Takaiire ppl! :D
 

*frown :(

Saturday was supposed tu study with boyf. end up we went west coast hawker tu eat.
Wasteed alot of time:( reach hall bout close tu 4? awww~

two humans with ppl time management! buck up! suppose tu meet his classmates(KUBLAI) 
fer steamboat cos ish someone's birthday.
Apparently at tt time i dunno who cos i dunno anyone there? LOLS.Birthday Girl  ish RuShan:)  had steamboat at xian de lai, nort bad! Can try going there:D Thy're really fun n crazy mans! Esp vanessa,she's bubbly. hahhas.Took pics n pics n many pics n many many more pics.
headded tu mind's cafe tu chill. i had nvr seen ppl play 'UGLY UGLY' til sho mad. LOLS. When we went in whole cafe full, aft tt game tt cafe left bout 1/2 tu 3 quarts of ppl? hahhas. Thy're really funny TTM. c e way thy play taboo n ugly ugly. hahhaas.   home sweet home aft tt:D Happy belated birthday!
*THUMBS UP* x 100000

Sunday went eat  kim gary restaurant:) stupidly order e wrg food:/
sho spicy end up diarr-ing! dint go skoo ytd.
Had a fun time over e weekends:D

Sho happy i found e polaroid cams:D gort tu save up fer it! sho cute n nice luhhs!
SAVE SAVE SAVE.
cannot anyhow spend cos.... aiyas..
thanksgiving mth approaching soon.
tt's CHIRSTMAS.
tis means..a year had past. sho freaking fast.
when poly started i was stil tinking sho long mans..now?xmas soon!
Time tu do reflection agains..

exams coming.. assignments due soon. OMG!
NR ish killing me.
totally gort no idea wad tu do... 4 tuts n 4 lecs had past.
due in two weeks time. :/
samantha kiara dawn jacob n heyma nvr fail tu mak me laugh!
For goodness sake stop laughing at me!
humph!

Time tu go study fer tml's test. if nort.........
I dunn wann tu fail either.

 

finally end of e week! hardly gort time tu breathe now:D
Sweet boyf gort me chocos:D

today NSL did Blood Glucose Monitoring(BGM).
Guess wad? mine only 2.9! 
i was shock! e normal range ish 4-8.
does tis also explains why i always get fainting spells?
Perhaps.

had been busy with skoo.A mth tu scm.
Nvr really go train:/
lighter note,ladies jiayous:D
i feel ****. nvm.

assignments,projs,lecture,test.
awww~ indeed a student's life.
nxt attachment coming.
i want 1st CA! please please please :/

gort tu study really hard.
modules are tougher n harder :/

WAKE UP!

 trying really hard
wonderful wonderful.

 firs time in my life i gave a person 90 miss calls? or even more.
have you receive more than tt?
cos was trying tu reach boyf! 
he overslept:(

 

things haven been going smoothly? :(
using e com half way i saw sth,My stupid-ility cause me tu b unhappy.
i saw it unintentionallly :(
i noe i shldnt b tt but im jus.... uncomfortable.im trying tu accept it but it taks time.
when i saw it i kinda shock.MY FAULT :( only can blame myself fer it.
perhaps nort going tu let these unhappy matter spoil my day.
dunn tink too much.Im always tinking too much.
Let nature tak its course.
no stress no stress, chill.~

sound sho...lik lying tu myself.WHen im nort alrights im trying tu tell myself im okays.
contradicitng?
class in bout 9hrs. im still wide awake. feeling troubled confused n unhappy.
No longer wants tu brood over it,kinda tired n drains tons of my brain cells n energy.
Nort contradicting.
I want tu b okays,move on mans! tml will b a better day!
im seriously tired brooding over it when ther's nth.Jus a natural reaction.
Nort a lie.Human nature.

Tml ish e firs lesson of S&W(in fact 2nd,1st lesson only register) YOGA YOGA! 
hope i dunn break my bones.
sho long nvr exercise.3 days!
time tu go back training once i go fer a check agains.
hope my stomach dunn die on me.
Assignments n assignments ish killing. all essays! please! tell me exams nort coming in a mth's time.:(
Hit tt GPA if nort.... awww~ face e music.

ame:chill,work harder e nxt time round. dunn worry too much.
cheer up! you gort tu move on:D
 

hhahahahs. lik addicted liaos.
Shld stop tt bad habit n start studying.
TIME WILL NVR WAIT FER ME!

:DDD

I seriously gort tu catch up with jas sus qy n clique.Please! i haven been able tu attend all e events due tu trainings.
awww~ my fault fer being sho busy :'(
SOrry,will make it up!

  ♥Boyf! had been acc-ing n help me with my work:D
he'd been rather busy too. aww~ you noe uni life><
keke. gonna save money n travel! i want go study trip!
sho SAVE SAVE SAVE!
NIKE HUMAN RACE WAS GREAT! thanks dear fer your encouragement.
mistake noted n will learn frm it! *

*hope vanessa able promote n good result:D
Girl,dunn b sad over your results.You'd done your best:D work harder e nxt round alrights! CHEER UP! :D

*Ladies,Jiayous fer training! you ladies can do it!
seriously it is impt tu b in good health! 
learn my mistake!



-Ytd otw home i saw a mum boarding e bus with her 2 daughters. age ard 9-11?
E mum quite bias.
treat e younger girl better than e elder one.
why b sho nasty tu e elder one? both of em are your daughters.
dunn want tu write everything in detail,jus a brief one.
how would you feel if your mum treats e younger one better than you and your mum also attitude you?
e upbringing of e girl will b affected
haishx.Oh well,personal opinion i jus feel tt we ought tu b fair:D.
Nort many ppl are sho lucky able tu successfully give birth tu a baby.
treasure your love ones before you lose em.
You'll nvr noe when thy'll leave you.

Ps.decided tu tak a rest tu recover n nort slack. conscious clear nth tu clarify.

 

forgive even if you can't forget.
a smile would be better.
 

many times some things just meant tu happen fer a reason:/
sho tiring.
tis matter had been haunting me non stop.
im really really tired.
which parent on earth who nort want to adore their child? haishx.

fine.
shall jus earn n study hard fer my own education.
no point crying over spilled milk.
humans do mak mistake.
if tt party dunn wann tu accept so b it.
Life still gort to move on.
time will nvr wait fer us! move on n on n on!
catch up e pace n maintain it.
ish tough but bear with it.
in e end you're e one tt benefits frm everything!
ish tough now,mental strong okays!

train hard!
No one will pity you if you fall without working n putting in effort.
even if you fall,at least we noe we had done our best.
Why wann to regret? just work hard fer everything fight hard fer it.
Every single thing in life you must fight fer it!
but some how whenever talks bout family,i feel sho upset :(
My parents? oh well...
haishx.
i dunn nidd your sympathy i jus nidd your understanding.
tt's all i ask fer hope ish nort too demanding.
im very very stress over it.
dunn tink by using all means you can get wad you wan.
no! wait till you calm down you will finally realise n understand you're wrong.
both parties at fault.just give in.
respect ish wad you wann but you dunn deserve that.
每一个 宝要宝都是上帝 牵着手带来这世界上.
要懂得珍惜:)



why nort everyone jus give in sho life would n simpler n easier?
hahhas. who would give in.
oh well, stucked in tis kind of situation.
stay strong!stronger n stronger each time!
dunn let it defeat you!
真的要等到失去时才会懂得去珍惜吗?
要变得更坚强!

Why sho many things happening?
im tired.im seriously tired.
let me rest! peace ish all i wann.
dunn kp forcing me. dunn push your limits too far!

tink fer others!
im really ANGRY!




thanks ppl! i will try.

hey ame,tis ish fer you.
dunn b sad lerhs.you nidd to help yourself find e way out:D
find e solution.
jiayous okays!
You can do it!

CHEER UP!
 

silly boy,you made it! :D
Congratulations! *hugs*





sometimes i c those,i wanted tu qns agains.
but sth inside hold me back.
decided nort ask because i dunn wann history tu repeat.
at times why nort give in a lil, b nice to forgive n forget.
e person may nort have cheated you.Jus tt he/she is too busy it slipped off their mind or might b we forgot?
sho many a times, i always want say sth but now i learn tt i must tink twice before i say.

really nort easy to chg n move on.
i met sho many obstacles..fell n fell n fell sho many times:(
very painful. will try even harder in every aspect!
i must move on n leave e past behind!